A New Start

So many things have changed for me since the last time I blogged.  (I mean really blogged).  When I was the blog "Incredible Unorganized Mom", I wanted to lose weight for so many reasons but none of them were for the right reasons.  I thought if I lost weight, I would be happier with myself.  So, I lost weight and still wasn't happy.  It wasn't until right now that you have to be happy with yourself FIRST to be able to lose weight effectively and keep it off.  At least, that's how I'm feeling right now.  Before when I tried to lose weight, I felt anxiety.  Like if I didn't lose, I'd be a failure.  Now, I just feel like it's going to be just one more thing that I can add to the list of things that I know that I can do so I just need to do it.  I know, it may not make sense to some of you without me going into detail about how I'm feeling and the changes that's happened.  It's not like they are huge changes, just changes in how I think and feel about myself and being comfortable with who I am regardless of my weight.  So anyway, enough rambling....I'm looking forward to this new start and look forward to getting to know new people through blogging and catching up with the ones that I used to "know".